Never my love...

You ask me if there'll come a time
When I grow tired of you
Never my love...

You wonder if this heart of mine
Will lose its desire for you
Never my love...

It's been months and the last time I saw the real you was this January.  We were so happy then...  I had decided to throw my worn armor - I knew after sometime it would break and it may lead me to another fall - the same fall I had way back in 2006.  The pain was there and the only thing that I remembered was I had to do things real hard and be patient to help me recover.  I had to choose something that could replace you (even if it meant that I had to overcome my greatest fear of drowning) but I guess I still wanted to go back to you and I did...  I had to keep up with other people who wanted to be with you, too.  I know you have a special place for me in there that nobody can occupy.  I know you'll always keep me there - safe.

Now if you ask me if I would ever go back to the time where we first met, I would say 'Yes' (...now where was that again?  I have to search for it somewhere in the map) I know you would gladly accept me back as I am.  I would just have to wear my happy red shoes.

Thank you for the memories.