What's there to look forward to beyond what I see and feel?

“What you need to know about the past is that no matter what has happened, it has all worked together to bring you to this very moment. And this is the moment you can choose to make everything new. Right now.”

Looking back in the past years here are some major milestones I had:
- I got my first job in the IT industry after graduation
- I bought my first IBM laptop and Apple Macbook Pro notebook
- I bought my first Gameboy SP and PSP 2000
- I had my first resignation from my first job, had my second and third job!
- My boyfriend and I were buddies before we got together as couples
- I had 2 breeds of dogs: Sharpei and Basset Hound
- I learned how to swim and overcame the fear of drowning
- I had 3 major climbs: Mt. Balingkilat, Mt. Lucban de Banahaw and Mt. Pulag (Akiki-Ambangeg)
- I traveled to these places: US, India, UK, Switzerland, Singapore
- I am free from the major heart ache in college (my closest friends know this) = Turning point in my life
- Someone proposed for marriage and I said "yes"
- I won Badminton tournaments with my baddy partners
- I took one major TRUST fall...


2012. This they say is a very lucky year and I wonder what's in store for me this year...

I long for a new life...
I long for a new start...
No more hurts or pains...

I long to live my dreams with that someone whom I can share it with - Someone to support me and to push me when I dare to back out; Someone who believes in me with all his heart... and someone who'll entrust his heart to me.

I hope that "someone" feels me and can heal my soul...
I hope, too, that I can feel myself and help heal my soul.

Now, where am I?
...Probably about to begin the best (of the last) of my days.